Holidays Coming to an End

Looks like for all of us students of secondary and elemantary school have two more weeks of holidays in our calendar. Well, for me, I think the holidays a little long for me. I'm pretty much bored. Bored of living life the way it is. Eat, sleep play, shit, pee, back to eat, sleep, play, shit, pee. Basically, this routine goes on and on. At times I do go out, I mean who doesn't?? LOLs!! But still the hols have been somewhat a bore for me cause of things that I planned I didn't get to do. Like bungee jumping, sky diving, living large like the folks at 90210!! HAHAHA!! Just kidding, but still, I didn't have many things go my way this hols as usual. Never worked in my life. Planned to work during the hols but my parents never gave me the green light. Well, being a good son, I obeyed. How I wish I went out more than to stay at home and eat, sleep, play, shit, pee. I REALLY WANNA GO OUT MORE OFTEN!! I have been told by someone that the people we treasure most (other than family, our religion(GOD), the ones we love) are our classmates. Next year is my last year in secondary school and that SUCKS!! I guess I'm gonna miss all of them cause I might not even see most of them in the future, right kah yin?? That's what you said to me as well.. I do have someone I treasure very much in school too and I hope I don't lose............ You see, that's why I wanna go out so much. Its because I might not meet them ever again. Sighs!! All those stupid things I had ever done, I guess I really cherish it. Not forgetting the times where I went out with my all of my friends including my treasured ones, I really had a great time. Never had 1 sec of my time been wasted going out with you. It was all worth it. Man, I'm saying as ifI'm about to die. LOLs!!

Dull-ness in Life

How can I say this but life is boring. Couldn't you agree more and I guess it is worse when someone betrays your trust. I am so weak. Not able to recover but running back to... What the heck am I doing? Why can't I just move on in life and forget everything and start over. Sighs. I guess I really am useless.

Well, this blog is dead. So dead. I wanna go out right now!! Joey, when are we going out?? Darn it!! I'm at the last stages of boredom. I can't work, can't do anything but stay online all day long. Isn't my life dead right now?? JOEY!! Why are you at that freaking camp?? LOLs.. Don't kill me when you see this post. Can't wait to see you when?? You better decide when to go. Cause I'm so bored right now!! What the heck am I writting?? I myself don't understand. Do you?? Serena too. Can't wait to see you at December 18. Mid Valley yea?? Hope you have a good flight to Malaysia, the country with no benefits. Jonathan, when is the time we are going out?? I'm desperate to go out right now!!

What The??

I've been disconnected from this blog for quite sometime. Anyways, nothing much happened in my life, I guess a lot hass happened around me but not in me, I can assure that. Oral test is tomorrow and I am still unprepared. Guess what I'm about to talk about? CHOCOLATES!!! I know its a little sissy talking about this but still, I gained quite a bit of knowledge from it. Do you know that chocolated exist in a form of liquid during the past? it was rather drank than eaten. =) Nice huh?? And I remember something about 'xocoatl'. Its a spicy drink which is flavoured with vanilla, chile pepper and annatto or whatever that is. It is said to be of great taste and is good for health. Should try it one day if I ever get the chance. O yea, it is bitter by the way. LOLs!!! I guess I will be like this dude over here if I ever tried it.

=)

Nice?? Even though it may suck in terms of taste, I really wanna know how does it taste like. Enough about chocolates, I am starting to worry about my finals. Its coming in two weeks time and I still have time to blog about it here. I'm not prepared at all. Sighs!! Argh!!! Somebody help me!! I need everybody's help to finish my finals with good good grades.

One of a Kind Teacher

I really hope this post will be read by many and let the words exclaim how 'good' this teacher is. FYI, this teacher is called Pn. Tan. Know who is she?? Well, anyways, I wrote to tell everybody what happened today.

Me: *minding my own business*
Teacher: You three boys don't deserve to be in this class la. *points at me and two other boys*
Teacher: And Joshua, I said I wanna see your hair, why until now also haven't cut?? So long. Pn. Pengetua also told you that already, I heard it and I wanted to tell her how you were performing in class. (what the?? What she said to me means that she likes gossiping huh?? I thought teachers are supposed not to talk bad about students.)
Me: But she said she wants to see it next week. Teacher, why do you have to always aim for me one?? What did I do that was wrong?? I never disturb you also.
Teacher: *hands me the scissors* You go cut your hair now. I give you options. A) I cut B) you cut C) Kah Yin cut D) Zi Yang cut E) Michelle cut. Which one you wanna choose??
Me: *takes the scissors* I'll cut it myself. *goes to the toilet*

In the toilet...
Me: *comes out of the toilet*
Teacher: *appears downstairs*
Me: Teacher, cut already but my hair not long also. Why do you always do this to me only?? DO you dislike me??
Teacher: No, I don't. It's the rules.
Me: But that time assembly I was caught because I sat on the wrong class line only. It is such a minor wrong conduct.
Teacher: Little things is still wrong. I am going to give you surat amaran.
Me: *frustrated and storms off without saying anything*

See?? Such a little thing but she makes it into a big thing. Only to me and to some of my selected friends. There was once I helped a friend of mine because he was innocent and since that time, she started disliking me. This was because she disliked that friend of mine. What the?? And you're calling yourself a christian. What a disgrace. You can dislike the person and then throw your tantrums on me?? That friend of mine is my friend since a long time ago, even though he's changed, I can't just desert him just like that right?? But you just continue disliking him and then treat me unfairly. God taught us to not judge a book by its cover but you do. You don't even know me and you think I'm a bad student by mixing with them. What have I done to the school that was really wrong?? I don't think I have ever done things that hurt teachers OR YOU or broke the rules that were very important. You are just a one sided teacher who helps the other students you love. They do things that was so wrong and you still help them. Are you being fair?? Well, i don't want to judge you. Why not let God Himself judge you. What you sow, you will reap. Remember this well, my 'beloved' teacher.

'kawaii'????

Man, it's been sometime since I've last updated this blog. Well, I've lost the inspiration to write stuff on my blog nowadays but I hope it(the hype) will come back soon.

Anywaysssssss.... I'm blogging now to ask about the meaning of this word called 'kawaii'. For MY sake, don't use it!!!!! I don't even get what the freaking word means. It doesn't sound right when one uses it and it makes the person look like a retard using that word.

While going to wikipedia to search for the meaning of the word, I couldn't find it. The website stated that there are no pages about 'kawaii'. Instead, I found this word called 'monokuro boo' which I was stunned that such combination of letters like this is a word. -.- But well, I guess at least its a word compared to 'kawaii'. My friends explained to me what this word 'monokuro boo' meant and I'm not gonna go any deeper about it since I heard that human's that are classified as lala's love using this word or a brand of shirts, bags, etc. for their own usage. What the?? I'm going nuts. I guess the simplicity of english is really going overboard.

Back to the topic, this word 'kawaii' frustrates me. Especially in the friendster website, with those girls acting cute and all that put comments saying kawaii and stuff. Argh!!! Not forgetting those 'pretty boys' who use that word too. YUCK!!! Don't ever think of using that word or you're really finding trouble from me. Man, I can't stand that word.

Btw, can anyone explain to me what 'kawaii' really means??

Hari Keusahawanan

Hari keusahawanan or for me, another freaking school day. Well, it wasn't really that bad though. Mainly because I had time spent with my friends. That was the main thing that was fun. Other than that, it was fairly okay. The day before, I was making arrangements to go to school for the event because my normal school transport couldnt take me there. My dad originally said he would take me there at 8. I refused because it was really early. So I had to call my friends just to hitch a ride to the place. After 10 or more calls, I finally gave up because most of them had their transport full or they didn't go. So my day on friday was rather hectic with all those calls going on. The next day, I woke up a little early and played ps2. Then time passed and my father finally woke up. We got ourselves prepared and I went to school after that. In school, it was very messy and dirty. A lot of things were on sale, for example, spaghetti, puddings, sushi, some curry mee, karaoke place for the old folks that were actually meant for us students(LOLs), shirts(serious), stupid games, funny gifts, random drinks and so on. Oh yea, talking about drinks, that time, I went up to a store and bought this so called iced lemon tea.

Me: Urm, can I have a drink please.
Me: Anybody there??

Then there was a teacher beside me and I asked if I could get myself a drink.

Me: Ah, teacher, very busy ar your shop?? Nobody entertain me one.
Teacher: Yea, a little busy la.

She then shoved me off cause I was taking part of the place in front of the counter. I was like what the?? I'm a customer too you know..

Me: Urm, teacher, I was here to buy a drink.
Teacher: Oh, sorry. didn't know that.
Me:-.-'
Teacher: So what do you want? (She was half entertaining me and half on some random dude)
Me: Oh, urm, anything la. Ah, I want iced lemon tea.
That random dude: Iced coffee satu.

After some mixing stuff that the teacher did that was 'proffesionally done', she handed me and that random dude our drinks. I went away and then tasted the drink, much to my surprise, the drink tasted like coffee plus iced lemon tea. I was shocked. I was wondering if that teacher was trying to be creative or what. Then, I let my friends try and they were like, Joshua, what rubbish is this?? taste like vitamins(cod liver oil) that have expired. LOLs.. We went back and exchanged the drink after the teacher tasted it him/herself.
Then it was the spaghetti. It was pretty sour. It was like eating a sour lemon with salt on it. -.- YUCK!! There were rumours about the sushi that had hygiene problems. But still, my friends and I bought three packs by the way.(Persuaded by this 'good' promoter called Hui Xian) To be honest, the sushi was a little tasteless. Later I played the 'fear factor' game that is to collect as many coins possible in a pail filled with iced water. Out of five, I picked five!! ... Noola, picked up three only. But it was a little tricky as my hands felt numb when it was in the water for a few seconds. It was really childish but it was nice to see my friends smile when I was playing that game so I guess it was pretty worth it playing that game which I kinda consider it as rubbish. Then had the time to taste some satay, puddings, and a fried bread with sausage. The satay was okay, the puddings were also on the okay side but the fried bread with sausage was like some plastic bag filled with oil. Yea, I'm serious about it. Then wasted the rest of my time with my friends walking around and sitting around while waiting for the time to finish. After all those hectic-ness, went back home rather sticky and dirty.

Report Card Day

Sighs.. Sighs.. Sighs.. Sighs.. What a day of lecture by my parents. Today I had to face my parents and teachers about my performance in class. Came to school at 6 plus if not mistaken. It was still quite early so I grabbed a little time for sleep. When it was almost 7, I presumed that some of my friends were over at the school canteen so I walked towards there with Kah Yin. Then chatted until assembly time. I had asked my dad to come at 10 plus so I wasn't worrying. I thought it was gonna be okay. After the assembly was over, everyone had to go back to their own respective classes and wait for their parents. So we packed our bags and did exactly that. I used the time from 8 till 10 chatting and playing with my friends and stuff.. and when I looked outside of the window, I accidentally saw my dad coming out of his car. Weirdly, I was panicking. I didn't know why. I shouldn't have panicked but well, I certainly did panick. I ran downstairs like a bullet and approached my father. Then as we went up, I realized my class teacher had to be replaced by another teacher because she had to have her breaktime. I was super relieved at that time as I knew I would escape without being said about me. So when it reached my turn, The replacement teacher just told my dad about my performance. Well, certainly I did better. I increased 9 places in the class. 19 over 38 was my placing. In best class some more k. Then the talking was finished between my teacher and my dad and my dad then proceeded to my brother's class. So I was with my friends. Then I decided to put my stuff in the car so I brought everything to the car and then wanted to return the car keys to my dad. As I stepped in my brother's class, I saw two teachers that were quite familiar. CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They were talking about me. My dad was dissapointed. They said I was lazy, playful, talkative, didn't finish my homework. Nice!!!!! I couldn't ask for anything better than to let my dad hear all these. *screams out loud* My dad wasn't really satisfied so he went to meet my class teacher personally. Then the truth came out. Sighs. After all those things, I had really long lectures. Really REALLY LONG.. Sighs. I know I have to change so I am changing. My dad wants to look through my work. So I guess I can't escape from not doing homework anymore. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, time to be a more hardworking student from now onwards. I hope I won't let my parents down in that. If only my parents were only interested in my position in my class then I am sure I can escape this. But still, this is a very good lesson and I hope I can change my old self. People, please help me okays??

What A Day

Well, today, for the first time of my life, there was this event in school about a singing competition. May I present you *drums rolling* MUTIARA IDOL. -.- Yea, it wasn't really fancy with Ryan Seacrest entertaining the crowd but hey, its still a singing competition. Anyways, I can't say much or else I might just condemn the person singing the song. But overall, the crowd including me gave quite a good response even when the song that was sung by the person really sucked. To cut short the whole thingy, Matthew won the Mutiara Idol. I wasn't really convinced but who cares, it wasn't me who joined the contest. Hmmm, it really makes me think that natural born talent really is hard to find. It's like finding a needle in a hay stack. =) To my expectation, I think its kinda impossible finding a very polished singer in this school but I believe there is. Well, my class didn't have any teaching as the fire drill was on operation today. It was so freaking hot. Could've darken my face even more..

..to be more like him. LOLs!!!

Anyways, after school, I went to catch a movie. This week is Get Smart. (Looks like I watch a movie almost every week recently..) I recommend it to you guys to watch it. It's funny. But still, for me, I prefer the Kung Fu Panda. Get Smart is about this dude who acted in Evan Almighty and Bruce Almighty(Steve Carell) who plays the character, Maxwell Smart, who is accompanied by Anne Hathaway playing his better half, Agent 99. Alan Arkin checks in as The Chief this time around. Maxwell Smart and gang battle an evil syndicate know as KAOS to try and prevent them from world domination. This show is something like Johnny English so I don't have to say much. Try watching it. It is funny. Really funny. I rate it an 8 out of 10.

After the movie, I had to go for Bible Knowledge class with Zi Yang. I came out a little late, at 4.30 and the class starts at 4.30. I felt so guilty but then I realized we had to wait for another guy that is Nicholaus for the class. We waited from 4.30 till 5 and then decided to call him. Called him and finally decided not to come. (What the???) Zi Yang was really pissed as he really wanted Nick to come so we trotted our legs to BK without Nick. Soon thereafter, everything was back to normal. Class ended at 630 and I met my father on the way walking back home and got a ride from my dad back. Sighs.. Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired!!!!

Kung-Fu Panda

Talking about Kung Fu panda, I've watched it yesterday. It was really, really, really, really, really FUNNY!!!! This movie talks about a panda by the name of Po who is a son to an owner of a noodle shop that desires to be a Kung Fu fighter. Much to my surprise, his father is a duck. LOLs.. Even though it was a weird combination of a duck and a panda, it was still nice to watch them together. Okay, enough about the father and son thingy. Then later in the show, he was chosen to be the legendary saviour of the country to defeat the bad guy which I forgot the name. He was then trained in order to fight the bad guy. That training was really funny. It made me laugh non-stop. In the end, he... I'm not gonna tell you everything. Go watch it yourself. It is really worth watching but not worth watching twice. I give it an 8 out of 10.

Back to School

Sighs.. Back to school. What a bad time to start school. I was starting to enjoy my 2 weeks holidays and now its back to school. ARGH!!!! *pulls hair off head* Its really sad that today I have to go to school. The first day of school sucked. The moment the school assembly started, I was already forced to go out from my asssembly line and join the other 'fellow stars' of my school for having LOOOOOOONG HAIR. The moment I was asked to go out, I was like *NOOOoOooOOoOooOOoOOOoOOOoOOoOoOoo!!!!!! My lovely Biore smelled hair is gonna be cut by some 'saloonist'(the school discipline teacher)* So when I was there, joined by some of my friends too. Then out of desperation, I saw a line filled with students being CANED by another disciplinary teacher for reasons that nobody would mind to care so I ran from my 'long hair line' to the 'stupid reason line' and when it reached my turn, I quickly took off my tie and told the teacher that I forgot to bring my tie and he took my hand up high and CANED me. After that, he looked at me with a long look in his face and that he looked at the hair at the back of my head and said that I should go to the line with people that are long hair-ed. So much for trying to get away from the haircut. All my friends laughed at me for being foolish as I got a hit by teacher for no reason. Sighs.. Then when it was my turn to cut hair, good thing the disciplinary was compassionate to me and cut a little bit of my hair instead. Well, enough about the hair story. I went back up to class and everything was back to normal again. As anyone would know, the first week would be all about our test papers. I recieved my test papers and well, thank God!!!!!!! =) He has blessed me. Hehehehehs.. As I usually tell my friends, study last minute rocks.

CAMP!!!!!

Well, camp was fun, but I was kinda like an introvert. First time in YC camp. It was a change from other camps. Imagine having workshops in the camp. It was something that rarely happened in camps. It really taught us more specifically about the topic than in sessions because it was hands on. The practical games was challenging yet fun. Sleeping time was really sad for me. I thought so much when it was sleeping time and that made me unable to sleep. Furthermore, there were people sabo-ing the 'sleeping people' in the middle of the night. Sadly I kena-ed quite a few times. The games were fun but it was cut short due to the fact that it was raining. Sighs. Anyways, I was glad that the camp was over too cause I really miss my friends and family. The feeling of leaving camp was something like a relief to me. Sadly I couldn't get pictures of the things that happened in camp as my dad didn't allow me to bring my camera to camp. Oh well, after all, camp was quite fun. That's all I can say anyways. *yawn* oh well, gotta sleep already. Tiredness is engulfing every part of my body and the blister hurts!!!!

CAMP!!!!!

Well, to start off firstly, its been sometime since I have updated my blog. Hehehehs.. Anyways, camp is TOMORROW!!!! Half of me WANTS to go and the other half of myself is not willing to go. Oh well, camp must be fun or else.. Or else.. Or else.. Sighs.. I don;t even know what I will do. I don't even know what to do if it isn't fun. I'll just hope it will be fun. Today is the start of my holiday.. Not sure whether to be happy or to be sad.. =S I am a litttle confused right now. Oh well, I hope everything will go well. *cross fingers*

Earth Disasters

Crazy huh that we're still living in this so called mother earth. Disasters like earthquakes, hurricanes, typhoons, cyclones start appearing fast. Not only that, countries are going against each other. Is this what God has said in the bible that THIS is the last days? That His judgement is upon this world this very moment. Recently in China, the earthquake in Sichuan was no joke. 7.9 magnitude!! The earthquake shook even the buildings in Bangkok, Thailand. Imagine that! approximately 50 thousand lives just gone, like that!! Not only that, the typhoon that struck Myanmar cost around 100 thousand lives approximately. Is this a warning from God, I am not sure. But I am convinced that its from Him. It is hurtful to just see around 150 thousand people just die like that. It makes me realize how timid and useless we are. With just one of mother earth's disasters and we're blown away just like that. I guess that this is not what God wanted but it is a must for Him to do this to turn us back to Him. Sighs. Imagine the people there who lost their loved ones and homes. Isn't that hurtful. With that said, why not we take some time to pray to Him to save the rest and to help the people that needs Him most right now. I guess two to three minutes wouldn't hurt right? Let's do the right thing and ask Him to help the needy.

Sighs + Crap

Its been almost a month I guess that I've not blogged. Well, nothing much has occured lately. It was rather boring and depressing. I am enduring my stupid exam halfway, I have nothing to do at home, can't realy go out. Sighs. If only I can go out right now. But good thing exam has only one more day and I'll be out of this misery. Hehehehs... Everything will be back to normal and yea, not to forget, I bought a new camera not long ago. =) Yay!!! So my new posts won't be so boring and dead. Hahahas.. I know I'm crapping now, I'm still awake at this time. Can't sleep. something is bothering me in my head. Sighs. I'm tired. If only someone would sing a lullaby to me right now, I would be eternally grateful as I can be in sleepy land in a matter of seconds. Sighs. I am really crapping now.

Tired+ness

Today has been very hectic for me. Woke up at 5.35 and washed myself up and barely had time for my breakfast.(would usually wake up at 5.20) Then at 6 0'clock, the transport to school arrived so I hurried myself to the car and whoosh!! I'm in school. Arrived at school at 6.20 if not mistaken then I took the time and grabbed a few minutes of sleep. A few minutes later, was awaken by Bernard and I moved myself to where I usually sit and the day started quite usual there on.

The main topic of the story is here by the way. I had to stay in school for extra curriculur activities again. Sighs. Yesterday, I had to wait for my transport for more than an hour just to go back home and it repeated again. School wasn't really bad today, but the extra curriculur activities were. Today after school, I had to be without my good friend but gladly, I had Derek to waste my day with. I just wasted my free time with Derek and the other good friends of mine. I had to wait from 1.50 till 3.30 in order to go to my extra activity. It was a good thing I had my friends with me, if not, I guess I would've died of boredom. After finishing my free time, Derek and I headed to the hall for the meet. -1 hour passed- It was 4.30, came out and waited for my transport. Sadly, I had to wait patiently as the vehicle wouldn't arrive early, so I had to wait and wait and wait. Sighs. Then at 4.50+ I could only go home. Imagine how TIRED I was. Reached home at around 5.20. I couldn't sleep cause it is weird for me to sleep at such time. I'm glad I have a friend to chat with me and keep me awake. =) Thanks a lot. *yawn* guess I have to finish here. *yawn*

Another Crappy Day!!

Today has been 'neutral' for me. I had some freaking moments with some idiot and had nice moments with my friends today. So first to the bad moments. Imagine you walk into your class. Obviously, you must have time to settle down right? Usually by settling down, is by chatting with friends and maybe grab a few minutes of sleep(if possible). So that was what I did. I talked with Kah Yin for let's say three minutes then 1 smart teacher asked us to keep quiet.(I agree she has the rights to do that but wait..) So we shut - ed ourselves up and I smiled at Kah Yin. Then she looked at me and gave me that so called killer stare(which I can vomit..). So I looked at her and nodded to state that I understood what she meant. Then I looked back at Kah Yin and SMILED again(not talk..) at him. Then she got furious. She came to my seat and shouted at me, "Kamu ingat kamu sangat baik ke? Saya nampak kamu. Saya beri beberapa amaran tapi masih cakap. Bangun!! BANGUN!! KELUAR!!!!" I was very pissed at that time. I did not even talk. I just smiled at Kah Yin. SMILED!!! I don't think she understands what a smile means. It definitely doesn't mean talk. Yea, I'm talking to you, dumb teacher. Then I answered her that I didn't talk but she refused to listen then shouted KELUAR!!! again. So I just proceeded with her request as I didn't want to cause a havoc in the class by shouting at her. My friends were startled, I didn't talk but then I was forced out. Clearly this states that she has PMS.(shouts at me without evidence) She is a USELESS FART, GOOD FOR NOTHING BIRDBRAIN, AND A LAZY PROMISEBREAKER!!!!!!!!! People, sorrys for all those harsh words. FYI teacher, I had a great time outside, it was far more fun than being in your boring class.

Well, I had nice moments too today. That stupid teacher incident can't spoil my day so easily. Today I spent my time with my friends so happily. Very happy by the way. No disturbance other than that stupid incident. I couldn't be happier. I liked it best when it was at the Physics and Siviks subject. Free lessons for me and I could spend time with my friends nicely. After that, I went out with my friends to eat too(we had extra curricular activities..). Whoa, if only everyday could be like this. I HOPE!!!! =)

What a Day!!

Today has been one of the worst days ever. Ever wondered how it felt being in a planet with no one living in it and that you're the only one there? THE ONLY ONE?? Yea, that's how I felt today. Really lonely. Sighs. It's been a day where I hardly even communicate with people. Sighs. I couldn't even study 'cause I couldn't concentrate and I didn't have the heart to talk. I had to force words out of my mouth to entertain some of my friends in order not to offend them. Well, I guess having too many friends isn't good huh? You tell me. Is it good? I guess it isn't 'cause having a lot of friends prevents me from having time with my close friends. Thus, leading them to feel down 'cause of me not spending time with them. ARGH!!!!!!!!! It is so hard right now to balance everything. So hard. What am I suppose to do? I want to ESCAPE from everything. I'm DROWNING, SUFFOCATING, in this HAVOC. Sighs...........................

I HOPE* tomorrow would be different.

*(HOPE is the highest degree of wanting something/ to happen)

CG Outing

Whoa!! It's been a long time since I last put my latest post on my blog. It somehow looks dead. Guess I should I revive it. LOLS!! Well, I couldn't get online for the past few weeks because of connection problem. *Sighs* Well, I'm glad I can get online today. I'm super happy right now not to mention, ON TOP OF THE WORLD! XD



Last saturday was a blast for me. Since I was new to FGA KL after a transfer from FGA Cheras, I have been lacking in terms of having friends. At FGA KL, it was a totally new atmosphere compared to FGA Cheras. Moreover, I am a person who needs friends in order to live so it wasn't a pretty place to be in as I had super few friends. Then last week, my CG leader who is Jovan recomended me to go for their CG outing. I was reluctant to go at first as I dreaded to go to YC usually, what more to their outing. So, at first I told him I wasn't sure I was going or not. Then, I shot a question at him asking how did he feel when he first came to this church. He replied saying he was the same as me, then asked me to go for the outing saying that I should go for this CG outing because this is where I would make friends easier. Well, after hearing that, it was a YES to go.


So last Saturday, it was d-day for me. It was 2.45 pm.. I recieved a message earlier that Jovan will come late and he mentioned that I would meet Maka ( my other leader ) at the bowling alley. As I approached that place, I could not see anyone familiar. (Only saw people shuffling, crapping around and etc.) I was like an idiot standing in a midst of unfamiliar faces looking for people I barely even knew. Then I contacted my Maka, to my surprise, he hadn't reach yet so I took the time and walked myself (wasting time) to MPH and looked through some magazines (I was actually SCANNING each page as I had LOADS of time.. LOLS!!) Then as I looked at the time, I realised I was late as it was 3.40pm so I rushed myself back to the bowling alley and called Maka as I couldn't see him there again. I was glad as he was just at the arcade and then as we waited for others, a group of us went to Mc Donalds to get lunch first while waiting for the others to come. I met my first friend over there. He is called Christopher. It was a pleasure to meet him. We then talked about things we have in common and we became closer eventually. Then I met Timothy, David, Philip, Hans, Rueben, Abel, Aaron (another leader), and urm, forgotten bout the others. (Sorrys guys.. didn't mean it..)


After when everyone arrived, we decided to go play snooker. XD As it was my second time playing, I was taught nicely how to shoot the ball. Then to my surprise, I was kinda good at it. =) (love snooker now FYI..) Played the first round and sucked at it, but then as I played later on I became better and better. As I started having fun shooting balls (don't even dare to think otherwise people..), The time finished (no more snooker.. sighs..) so we went to the bowling alley to get a few rounds, but we were placed 30+ on the waiting list so we added our names and then we walked around for a bit to waste time. As we reached back to the bowling alley, we were already late as we had fun walking around while playing around.


Then we entered the bowling alley and got ourselves ready for the game and played. As usual, I suck the first match as I almost lost but caught up in the last part of the match. Then for the second game, I was so good but the game was cut short to my surprise. *Sighs* (But now I'm glad that I improved in two games in a day) Then, as we finished the game, we decided to go to Burger King for dinner. After the meal, we decided to go to the house we were supposed to stay for a night. Abel and Hans went to another place first before coming back to get some stuff.


As we were home, around 10++pm, the two of them reached home and knocked on the gate, we did not hear them so Abel, impatiently climbed the gate to get in, and unfortunately, his leg got caught on the gate and he fell head first to the ground. OUCH!!!!! Then his forehead bled non-stop and we rushed to see what happened. the leaders quickly brought him to a clinic to clean his wounds and the doctor gave stitches as the wound wasn't pleasant. Then the rest of the day progressed rather boringly because of the incident which caused me to not learn to shuffle (Abel is a good shuffler) and no more CC as they (leaders) were worried any other bad things would happen.


Since we had nothing else to do, we watched Step Up 2 and played ps2 like crazy. Then the rest wanted to sleep at 2. That left me and Hans (the Korean) together and we played ps2 till we were bored so we went upstairs to see the others. NOT surprisingly, we could see the others crapping around and singing some sisi songs. Obviously, they couldn't sleep as well, so Hans decided to sabotage the people sleeping. He took the shaving cream from Joseph and sprayed it unto Jovan, Aaron and David's face. It didn't work on David but it worked on the other two. Hehehes..


The next morning, Jovan was furious and sat on me trying to dig from me the info of who sabo - ed him but Aaron was expresionless. I, as the good guy didn't give in to his question and as a result, I was tortured to the extreme by him. I was molested!!!!! *screams in horror* hahahas!! After that, we then prepared ourselves to go to church and that was the end of the outing. Well, I really hope to go for the next outing. It was fun the first time and I hope it will be better the next. *yawn* That's it for now, really tired. Good night people, sweet dreams.. =)

He is GOOD!!

I guess SOMETIMES questions come out in OUR head asking "Where are You, God?" or "Why can't You answer me?" or even "I can't hear You, God". Well, that 'sometimes' just arrived a few weeks before in my head. I was asking God so many questions. Questioning Him about life. Questioning Him whether He is real even though I know He is. Its just that I had to ask Him these questions. Well, the reason of me taking leave from being a worship coordinator is because I forgot the reason of me serving Him. Most importantly, who am I doing this for? Whilst asking these questions, I slowly realized that I was far away from Him. So far that I can't describe.



Well, 2 weeks ago, I was in YC. That particular day, they were filming something about the solar system. That really got me into thinking. You see, the movie was about how big the universe was. Imagine the speed of light is 186 000 miles per second. What about a light year? 186,000 mi/sec x 60 sec/min x 60 min/hr x 24 hr/day x 365 days/yr=? Got the answer? 5865696000000 miles. Crazy? That's not even the size of the universe for your information. The size of the universe is still not found by scientists yet. So far the observable universe is now thought to be a sphere with a radius of 13.7 BILLION LIGHT YEARS. Volume = 4/3 times 3.14 times r cubed = 4.19times 2571 times 10^27 = 10,774 times 10^27 = about 10^31 cubic lightyears.

*(Using 10^79 for the total number of atoms gives 10^ 48 atoms percubic light year. There are about 10 trillion kilometers in one lightyear = 10^13. A cubic light year is 10^39 cubic kilometers; so thereare 10^9 (one billion) atoms per cubic kilometer on the average. Ifthat is correct there are lots more cubic kilometers with only a fewhundred atoms to make up for the very few cubic kilometers withbillions of billions of atoms such as the cubic kilometer just belowour feet. The billion billion = 10^18 is a wild guess.)



In short (guess you guys won't read it.), the universe is GIAMUNGOUS(Super huge!!!!)!! And the Milky Way which is our solar system FYI is just a speck in the universe and the universe is like the size of His palm. Then I thought about myself, being SO SMALL, does God really care for me? I realized I am not so important after all, I mean this is God's creation, the whole universe, then am I improtant?



Then slowly, I got the answer. I may not know why I am so important to Him even though I was told that its because I am His creation (Don't quite buy it.), but I got proof of being important. Guess what proof I got? God sent His Son to die for us all. Does that catch you there? Well, imagine this scenario. You have a son or a daughter and you sacrifice him/her for your lets say plasticine doll? How about for your relatives? You wouldn't sacrifice your child for even your relatives right?? Crazy huh?? But God even knows us by name. C'mon, is my God that caring you may wonder but trust me, he's the best. He's somebody that can be trusted amd somebody that hears your complain and many more. Well, guess I'm going back on track with Him but I'm still moving towards Him. I hope you guys can pray for me. Thanks Jovan and Joey for words of encouragement. Really appreciate it. =)

Hmm.. =(

Today sucked for me. Freakishly frustrated. Confused whether to do this or do that. I'm so frustrated. Furthermore, I got no where to turn to. Is there actually any happiness in this world? Argh!! I really can't think nicely. Today reached home and heard songs that are touching to the heart until now and blogging for the sake of blogging. Here are some of the songs I heard.

1. When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers
2. Sihpwreck - Starfield
3. Kiss the Rain - Starfield
4. I'm not gonna tell you the others.. You go find your own touching songs.. It's hard to find okay?

Happy Birthday MENTOR!!!!

27th of February seems to be a special day for someone. Hmm, you must be wondering who on earth that person is. It's Matthew's birthday everybody!!!(FYI, he's my mentor.. hehes..) Well, I know we've been through 'hard' times together like picking presents with me together with Bangla Mojojojo, advising me in all ways, being with me even though you are busy with your studies and exams. Well, all I can say is THANK YOU MENTOR!!!! Don't cry when you read this okays? LOLS.. (And don't laugh too..) For your information, he's the best mentor that any mentee can get. You'll understand once he is your mentor. But sadly, this joy will be shortlived as he will continue his studies over at Australia next year. *COL*(cry out loud..) I'm gonna miss him. *sobs*



So I'm gonna make full use of the little time I still have. You must choose more presents for me, chauffer me, advise me, or sometimes if I don't listen 'scold' me (Not literally la, scold in a sense that you are showing love, don't scold so harshly, scold in a Miss Daisy way, so I won't feel affected. Hehes.. Very glad that you haven't scold me yet even though I have been so mischevious.. Arigatou Guzaimasu..) Lastly, I would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY MENTOR once again as I finish this post with one picture of you, mentor. (No hard feelings yea?)

Happy birthday to you!!!!

Mc Donalds ROCK!!

What's with you people nowadays!! Ungrateful people. Why do you people appreciate KFC than Mc D? What on earth? Well, I am not sad though. Because I know that there are people that still loves Mc D. As stated in Mc D's website. They serve 52 million people everyday. Muahahahas!! Now do you still love KFC? Don't believe me? Go to this link. http://www.mcdonalds.com/corp/about.html Tee hee.. Hmm.. Talking about Mc Donalds make me hungry. *waiting* Ah, finished taking a look at the evidence at the website? Now do you believe me? Hehes.

Tell you KFC fans a secret. please go to this website. You'll be shocked! http://www.geo-pie.cornell.edu/media/kfc.html If it freaks me out, I guess it will freak you out as well. Go see!! Hmm, I now think twice on whether I should eat their chicken or not. Hahas. Well, can't be said to Mc Donalds. Because they're clean (Unlike that 'criminal' - KFC).

So you guys changing your course back to Mc Donalds? Imagine Mc Donalds + Manchester United. Wow, that is life. Ooh, a new equation. Mc D + Manchester United = LiFE!!!!!

Look!! Even Colonel is frowning!! Muahahahas!!

Manchester Utd WINS Arsenal with a whopping 4 - NIL(ZERO)!!!!

You guys know what? I don't even know how to start this topic. Its usual for me to see this result. Manchester United wins Arsenal 4 - 0. Doesn't surprise me at all. This is the expectation I have for Manchester United. C'mon, who doesn't know Manchester Utd is this good? It's just that they don't always put on their best performances. Today I was going through the official websites of Arsenal and Manchester Utd and guess what? Even the reporter, Richard Clarke from Arsenal reported the game while cheering on Manchester United indirectly. LOLS.. I was stunned myself. He didn't really cheer them on by saying "You're the best Manchester!!" (Cause obviously this is Arsenal's own website) but then he complimented the players of Manchester Utd. Its odd because if Manchester Utd and Arsenal are rivals, nobody would compliment anybody, not even the reporter of their own club. So this means even the people over at Arsenal fear Manchester Utd. MUAHAHAHAHAS!!!



The game started off with (as usual) Manchester Utd controlling the game. Tee hee. Rooney scored the first goal within the 16th minute and then came the second goal from Fletcher four minutes after. Then Manchester continued controlling the game with a few misses and Arsenal with their chances (which failed obviously). Seven minutes from the break, Carrick collected the ball in midfield and sent a pinpoint pass over the top to Nani. The winger kept his cool, controlling the ball well and setting himself in one movement, before firing a low left-foot drive past Lehmann. ( Three goals people) On the 64th minute, Arsenal had a good chance but then foiled by a lousy effort from Eduardo which he headed the ball over the bar and didn't even break Edwin's cool. Then to the 74th minute, Fletcher grabbed the fourth and last goal. The game drew to a close with the result Manchester Utd 4 - 0 Arsenal.



See people, quality players from Manchester Utd can't be denied and sadly that can't be said for Arsenal. Muahahahahas!! So Arsenal supporters, go cry your heart out, its still not gonna help. Its not gonna make them better. Tee hee.. Well, lastly, You ROCK!!! Manchester Utd!!

Merentas Desa - ing + Photo - ing

Scene 1 - Merentas Desa - ing (Marathon - ing)

"*gasp* I cant breathe.." A student was running past me while mouthing out those words lik a lady in labour. LOL.. Or was it a person having a heart attack? Oh wells, it can be either or neither. At least you understand the atmosphere at that moment. I was laughing all the way with my friends because we did not run at all. We were taking it easy. Walking as if the world stopped. You can imagine how slow we 'ran'. It was like why on earth do these people run in the first place? Ifyou cant get the top ten then is there anymore reason for running? It was dumb, I was pitying(If there's such word) the people running past me and part of my friends/'heng dai-s'(bernard, chean foo, khai liang, kenny, shu yin, yik yau-alphabetical form-) while we were having fun walking and singing some lame songs, playing in the playground and some were in the mood to even play cards. LOLS.. It was crazy. We were having so much fun till we didn't realize that we were near the school already. It felt like time passed very fast, no, too fast. Then as soon as we realized, we were back already. Sorrys for no pics.

Scene 2 - In school

We entered the school and sang another lame song. LOLS.. (love my heng dai-s) After that, we sat down feeling 'exhausted' after the 'run'. Then I separated with my heng dai-s and went to my other group of lovely friends too. They were photo - ing like crazy. Pulled me along as soon as they could get their hands on me. Then I was in a photo - ing spree as well. Here are some pictures.. Enjoy..

In the class: We were posing behind Shao Jiann(the one in red)

I kissed Kah Yin!! Wow!

I kissed him again..

And again..

Part of the group.. Unready for the shoot.. As you can see,

not all are looking at the camera.. Kee Yean, look at the camera..

Could you see the drawing on the board? The brainchilds? Kah Yin (in the pic),

Amirul and Jit Chern..

That's all people. Happy belated CNY. LOLS..

Chinese New Year (part 1)

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!!! My first day of Chinese New Year was a blast. I mean not only because of meeting my relatives but also to earn an extra bundle of cash. That was on the first day of chinese new year. Mom as usual, woke me up from my sleep(As my alarm clock will never work for me)"Joshua, if you're not gonna wake up by 10.30, we're gonna leave you behind!!" My mom said it furiously after waking me up without success. Instantly, I woke up and prepared myself in a flash as I did not want to lose this opportunity to earn money so easily. Then at approximately 11.30, we started our journey to kepong(My aunt's house at my father's side).



We arrived in front of her house and found out that my uncle has bought a new Lexus(Rich people nowadays). Went in the house and greeted my relatives "Gong Yi Wa Xai!!!"(Hainanese way of greeting. FYI, I'm a Hainanese.) Then, as expected, I'd be led to the dining area to eat. "Joshua, you must eat a lot, you growing thinner and thinner. Nah, take this, take that.. etc." As usual, my relatives would say that to me. *sigh* I don't really know how to describe how much of food I've eaten. Urm, THIRTY QUARTER POUNDERS to describe it in easier terms. (Mc Donalds' Burger? Any idea?) After being congratulated of eating so much, I was given ANG PAUs!!!!!! I was so happy at that time as my hands were full of ANG PAUs (and still pilling). Then after the ANG PAUs, each realative would then give me extra money because of my PMR result. If I were to plus them altogether, it could easily reach rm5ooo. This was because each and everyone of them would give me rm100 per A. All of a sudden, I felt like Bill Gates.



Then reality stepped in. My mom would then say "Joshua, give all the money to me now. I'll help you keep it safely." (yea right, obviously the money would then go in the bank and etc. you know. *sigh*) So there I was in my cousin's room there sulking while they were trying the new computer games my cousin had in his computer. "Joshua, don't worry, the money is still yours la." My cousins were trying their best to comfort me. Even though I knew the money was for me but still, its not like I can use it right now. But then I didn't want them to feel sad for me as well so I put on a smile and said its alright then join them in their game.



Sorrys yea, kinda tired right now.. don feel like blogging now.. so this story is TO BE CONTINUED.. Sorry people..

LIFE IS SHORT HUH???

Heys, heard about this talk show entitled Martha Stewart Show? Hmm.. Not interested?? Well, I wasn't interested either. But at that time at around 12++ am, for me, I think that would be the nicest show to watch. LOLS.. So there I was in front of the tv screen with the laptop on my lap blogging. She was talking about food and was accompanied by a comedian called Andy Dick. (Urm, guys out there, don't think sick) He was funny. He entertained the crowd by fooling himself.



Well, I was bored at that time. In fact I was sad over a friend's death. Yea, no kidding. At that time, I needed time to salvage my tears. It was really saddening that a friend could go just like that. And I didn't know he was having lung cancer. Well, my friend's death was quite some time though. I didn't know how but at that time, the thought just came into my mind. I was pretty sad and tears were welling up in my eyes. At that time my family was around so I did not shed any tears. I was thinking what if I did cry and answers would pop in my mind saying “you would cause a commotion, you sisi, don’t ever cry..” LOLS.. Wasn’t that dramatic though. Just imagine in real life.



Then I cheered myself up by watching Andy Dick fool himself. I know it was a bit weird but it DID work. At that time, I was thinking about how short life was. It made me think am I doing God’s work by reaching out to friends about God?? Do I want to see them go ‘down’? I was a bit angry over myself then. Thinking what a jerk I was not doing anything to help others. Do you Christians feel the same?? Is this a reminder from God to tell me to reach out to others?? But why take a friend’s life? I was really emotional that night. I was so sad till I forgot about the shoes I bought earlier. LOLS.. Thoughts just rushed into my mind stating that I should do something. SOMETHING!!



But what am I to do? I’m just a 16 year old teenager not ready to do anything like that. But then I was reminded by God that I can do anything through Christ who strengthens me. At that time, I knew that God was with me. I felt like that Energizer Rabbit in the advertisement. It was like He gave me extra strength to do His work. Do you feel the same?? At times you feel like a useless jerk because you have not served your purpose as in bringing them to Christ?? I hope we all do. It’s time we wake up from our ‘looooong sleeeeeeep’ fellow youths. Let’s do what is right in God’s eyes and bring souls to Him.



So back to myself. I was there at the sofa just pondering all these thoughts about life and all while watching Martha and Andy entertain me. But as I got to my senses, she finished her talk with Andy and was now with the FDNY firemen. Then she explained about a calendar with those boys’ sexy pictures on it. Well, I was too disgusted so I changed the channel but then deep inside me felt that I want their body too. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!!!! Eew, disgusting, having goosebumps right now.

SHOES!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today was tiring. Went to get my shoes at mid valley. It was 10am when i woke up. Was dreaming bout the Converse shoe that i have always wanted for the last two months. LOLS. i dreamt that i was marrying it. Weird huh? I thought it was weird too but you know about dreams. Once you're dreaming about it, you can't stop it or change its story. So there I was in the chapel with my 'bride' and the father would then explain marriage and finally came to an 'I do' question. That shoe was in a weird gown. Realy hard to explain though. It was really weird. then I said I do and the shoe would then nod in agreement. Then I KISSED it. I KISSED a freaking shoe. In the dream I was really happy, really bahagia. ( in an easier term of explaining it) Then I remembered I was carrying it to the 'just married' car when I woke up suddenly out of fear. It really made me shook. LOLS. (But it hasn't made me dislike you my darling Converse shoe.) So I woke up, sweating despite sleeping in an air conditioned room and went to the bathroom and refreshed myself although still traumatized by that horrific dream. Then started my day as usual, read the bible, pray, then fiddle with the tv remote a bit and tapping on the numberpads of my phone and bla bla.. You know. Its not like I will tell you everything like I went to toilet and stuff. LOLS..



Then about 3 o'clock, my family and I went out to mid valley to 'window shop' (If you know wat it is. -.- Like duh!!) Then the 'thing' I wanted so long in my life popped right in my mind. Oh, my darling, finally we can be together.. I thought in my mind. Super excited, I took out my wallet to check for some greens and to my dissapointment, it was all blue. a pathetic 6 ringgit. Argh!!! I realized I was short of 143.90 ringgit to buy my darling. Oh no!! But wait, I could just grab a bit of money from my father's wallet. He wouldn't notice a difference. All these naughty thoughts flooded my mind. Well, of course I didn't do it. Not that despearate. LOLS.. Then we circled mid valley for a long time as I pleaded my dad for my darling shoes. My dad would say "No Joshua, how many times do you want to hear me say? NOOOOO!!!!!" Then I would put a long face to attract my father's attention. "Joshua, that's not gonna help you. Seriously.." After a long time of persistence, my dad finally gave in. "You don't ask me, go ask mommy.." My mom then gave in too. Whoa!! I was on top of the world. I was so happy until SUDDENLY!! Suddenly my dad said "Joshua, look at this shoe right here.. It is twenty dollars cheaper.. Some more it looks similar with that shoe of yours and its ADMIRAL!! Eh, England brand you know, no play play.." Oh no!!! My heart broke into pieces. It was like loosing a girlfriend. "Oh but Ah di, it IS different!!! Look at the name.. CONVERSE and ADMIRAL.. Where got same?!" Without hesitation my dad said "Nah, here is the money, take it or leave it. We'll get the Converse shoes next time okay?" Then as I had no choice, I took the money unwillingly and bought it. Then after buying it, I told my father "I haven't forgotten what you said. I don't care, I will still go to Converse after some time. LOLS.. So kiasu right?



After all the commotion, my dad decided that we go back home after a long day at mid valley. My father then said with a glee "Joshua, say bye to your darling.. We're going home now.." I'm sure he was really glad that he bought that for me. Obviously. We went home and still, I could see that evil grin on my father's face.. But still, I'm glad that I got my shoes already after such a long time of living without a 'real' shoe. THANKS DADDY and my darling Converse.. Wait for me yea.. I'll get you..

The Mclaren

FIRST time creating a post on blog... hmm.. What on earth should I write? Well, I was going through the net today and was looking at the Mclaren and the future Mclaren.. Guess you guys don't understand what it is huh? Well, for your information, the Mclaren is for me, THE WORLD'S GREATEST SUPERCAR from '93 till today.. Look at the picture and see those beautiful lines from the car...





WONDERFUL??? These pictures are the old Mclaren though...

Top speed: 240 mph (could've reach higher but did not cause of the roads that were too short for the Mclaren to reach higher speed..)

0 - 60 in 3.2 sec
0 - 100 in 6.3 sec
Impressive?? I would say it is INSANE.. And you must remember it was built at '94..

Cars such as the Veyron, SSC Ultimate Aero, Koenigsegg CCX and the Saleen S7 twin turbo may be faster than the Mclaren but if you would think about the difference in technology between the cars stated above and the Mclaren.. I guess it has a vast difference.. But still, the Mclaren still is considered as the top ten fastest production cars.. CRAZY huh?

Well, that was the intro of the Mclaren though.. the new Mclaren by the way is in process.. Heard that it is spied tested mechanically in a 360 body.. Well, guess maybe they were testing the ridgity of the chassis and well the V8 engine was a let down.. I wished that the new Mclaren could produce a V12 engine that follows the trademark of the old one.. Anyways, lets look at the pictures of the possible Mclaren you could be looking at in the future..

What do you think? Hmmm.. Well, I think they should design out of inspiration of the old Mclaren.. 'Cause if you were to see the new Mclaren, it doesn't carry the DNA of the old Mclaren.. But it is just a concept design so its not confirmed.. Hallelujah!!! I hope to see other designs of the future Mclaren that carries the DNA of the old Mclaren..