Hmm.. =(

Today sucked for me. Freakishly frustrated. Confused whether to do this or do that. I'm so frustrated. Furthermore, I got no where to turn to. Is there actually any happiness in this world? Argh!! I really can't think nicely. Today reached home and heard songs that are touching to the heart until now and blogging for the sake of blogging. Here are some of the songs I heard.

1. When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers
2. Sihpwreck - Starfield
3. Kiss the Rain - Starfield
4. I'm not gonna tell you the others.. You go find your own touching songs.. It's hard to find okay?

Happy Birthday MENTOR!!!!

27th of February seems to be a special day for someone. Hmm, you must be wondering who on earth that person is. It's Matthew's birthday everybody!!!(FYI, he's my mentor.. hehes..) Well, I know we've been through 'hard' times together like picking presents with me together with Bangla Mojojojo, advising me in all ways, being with me even though you are busy with your studies and exams. Well, all I can say is THANK YOU MENTOR!!!! Don't cry when you read this okays? LOLS.. (And don't laugh too..) For your information, he's the best mentor that any mentee can get. You'll understand once he is your mentor. But sadly, this joy will be shortlived as he will continue his studies over at Australia next year. *COL*(cry out loud..) I'm gonna miss him. *sobs*



So I'm gonna make full use of the little time I still have. You must choose more presents for me, chauffer me, advise me, or sometimes if I don't listen 'scold' me (Not literally la, scold in a sense that you are showing love, don't scold so harshly, scold in a Miss Daisy way, so I won't feel affected. Hehes.. Very glad that you haven't scold me yet even though I have been so mischevious.. Arigatou Guzaimasu..) Lastly, I would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY MENTOR once again as I finish this post with one picture of you, mentor. (No hard feelings yea?)

Happy birthday to you!!!!

Mc Donalds ROCK!!

What's with you people nowadays!! Ungrateful people. Why do you people appreciate KFC than Mc D? What on earth? Well, I am not sad though. Because I know that there are people that still loves Mc D. As stated in Mc D's website. They serve 52 million people everyday. Muahahahas!! Now do you still love KFC? Don't believe me? Go to this link. http://www.mcdonalds.com/corp/about.html Tee hee.. Hmm.. Talking about Mc Donalds make me hungry. *waiting* Ah, finished taking a look at the evidence at the website? Now do you believe me? Hehes.

Tell you KFC fans a secret. please go to this website. You'll be shocked! http://www.geo-pie.cornell.edu/media/kfc.html If it freaks me out, I guess it will freak you out as well. Go see!! Hmm, I now think twice on whether I should eat their chicken or not. Hahas. Well, can't be said to Mc Donalds. Because they're clean (Unlike that 'criminal' - KFC).

So you guys changing your course back to Mc Donalds? Imagine Mc Donalds + Manchester United. Wow, that is life. Ooh, a new equation. Mc D + Manchester United = LiFE!!!!!

Look!! Even Colonel is frowning!! Muahahahas!!

Manchester Utd WINS Arsenal with a whopping 4 - NIL(ZERO)!!!!

You guys know what? I don't even know how to start this topic. Its usual for me to see this result. Manchester United wins Arsenal 4 - 0. Doesn't surprise me at all. This is the expectation I have for Manchester United. C'mon, who doesn't know Manchester Utd is this good? It's just that they don't always put on their best performances. Today I was going through the official websites of Arsenal and Manchester Utd and guess what? Even the reporter, Richard Clarke from Arsenal reported the game while cheering on Manchester United indirectly. LOLS.. I was stunned myself. He didn't really cheer them on by saying "You're the best Manchester!!" (Cause obviously this is Arsenal's own website) but then he complimented the players of Manchester Utd. Its odd because if Manchester Utd and Arsenal are rivals, nobody would compliment anybody, not even the reporter of their own club. So this means even the people over at Arsenal fear Manchester Utd. MUAHAHAHAHAS!!!



The game started off with (as usual) Manchester Utd controlling the game. Tee hee. Rooney scored the first goal within the 16th minute and then came the second goal from Fletcher four minutes after. Then Manchester continued controlling the game with a few misses and Arsenal with their chances (which failed obviously). Seven minutes from the break, Carrick collected the ball in midfield and sent a pinpoint pass over the top to Nani. The winger kept his cool, controlling the ball well and setting himself in one movement, before firing a low left-foot drive past Lehmann. ( Three goals people) On the 64th minute, Arsenal had a good chance but then foiled by a lousy effort from Eduardo which he headed the ball over the bar and didn't even break Edwin's cool. Then to the 74th minute, Fletcher grabbed the fourth and last goal. The game drew to a close with the result Manchester Utd 4 - 0 Arsenal.



See people, quality players from Manchester Utd can't be denied and sadly that can't be said for Arsenal. Muahahahahas!! So Arsenal supporters, go cry your heart out, its still not gonna help. Its not gonna make them better. Tee hee.. Well, lastly, You ROCK!!! Manchester Utd!!

Merentas Desa - ing + Photo - ing

Scene 1 - Merentas Desa - ing (Marathon - ing)

"*gasp* I cant breathe.." A student was running past me while mouthing out those words lik a lady in labour. LOL.. Or was it a person having a heart attack? Oh wells, it can be either or neither. At least you understand the atmosphere at that moment. I was laughing all the way with my friends because we did not run at all. We were taking it easy. Walking as if the world stopped. You can imagine how slow we 'ran'. It was like why on earth do these people run in the first place? Ifyou cant get the top ten then is there anymore reason for running? It was dumb, I was pitying(If there's such word) the people running past me and part of my friends/'heng dai-s'(bernard, chean foo, khai liang, kenny, shu yin, yik yau-alphabetical form-) while we were having fun walking and singing some lame songs, playing in the playground and some were in the mood to even play cards. LOLS.. It was crazy. We were having so much fun till we didn't realize that we were near the school already. It felt like time passed very fast, no, too fast. Then as soon as we realized, we were back already. Sorrys for no pics.

Scene 2 - In school

We entered the school and sang another lame song. LOLS.. (love my heng dai-s) After that, we sat down feeling 'exhausted' after the 'run'. Then I separated with my heng dai-s and went to my other group of lovely friends too. They were photo - ing like crazy. Pulled me along as soon as they could get their hands on me. Then I was in a photo - ing spree as well. Here are some pictures.. Enjoy..

In the class: We were posing behind Shao Jiann(the one in red)

I kissed Kah Yin!! Wow!

I kissed him again..

And again..

Part of the group.. Unready for the shoot.. As you can see,

not all are looking at the camera.. Kee Yean, look at the camera..

Could you see the drawing on the board? The brainchilds? Kah Yin (in the pic),

Amirul and Jit Chern..

That's all people. Happy belated CNY. LOLS..

Chinese New Year (part 1)

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!!! My first day of Chinese New Year was a blast. I mean not only because of meeting my relatives but also to earn an extra bundle of cash. That was on the first day of chinese new year. Mom as usual, woke me up from my sleep(As my alarm clock will never work for me)"Joshua, if you're not gonna wake up by 10.30, we're gonna leave you behind!!" My mom said it furiously after waking me up without success. Instantly, I woke up and prepared myself in a flash as I did not want to lose this opportunity to earn money so easily. Then at approximately 11.30, we started our journey to kepong(My aunt's house at my father's side).



We arrived in front of her house and found out that my uncle has bought a new Lexus(Rich people nowadays). Went in the house and greeted my relatives "Gong Yi Wa Xai!!!"(Hainanese way of greeting. FYI, I'm a Hainanese.) Then, as expected, I'd be led to the dining area to eat. "Joshua, you must eat a lot, you growing thinner and thinner. Nah, take this, take that.. etc." As usual, my relatives would say that to me. *sigh* I don't really know how to describe how much of food I've eaten. Urm, THIRTY QUARTER POUNDERS to describe it in easier terms. (Mc Donalds' Burger? Any idea?) After being congratulated of eating so much, I was given ANG PAUs!!!!!! I was so happy at that time as my hands were full of ANG PAUs (and still pilling). Then after the ANG PAUs, each realative would then give me extra money because of my PMR result. If I were to plus them altogether, it could easily reach rm5ooo. This was because each and everyone of them would give me rm100 per A. All of a sudden, I felt like Bill Gates.



Then reality stepped in. My mom would then say "Joshua, give all the money to me now. I'll help you keep it safely." (yea right, obviously the money would then go in the bank and etc. you know. *sigh*) So there I was in my cousin's room there sulking while they were trying the new computer games my cousin had in his computer. "Joshua, don't worry, the money is still yours la." My cousins were trying their best to comfort me. Even though I knew the money was for me but still, its not like I can use it right now. But then I didn't want them to feel sad for me as well so I put on a smile and said its alright then join them in their game.



Sorrys yea, kinda tired right now.. don feel like blogging now.. so this story is TO BE CONTINUED.. Sorry people..

LIFE IS SHORT HUH???

Heys, heard about this talk show entitled Martha Stewart Show? Hmm.. Not interested?? Well, I wasn't interested either. But at that time at around 12++ am, for me, I think that would be the nicest show to watch. LOLS.. So there I was in front of the tv screen with the laptop on my lap blogging. She was talking about food and was accompanied by a comedian called Andy Dick. (Urm, guys out there, don't think sick) He was funny. He entertained the crowd by fooling himself.



Well, I was bored at that time. In fact I was sad over a friend's death. Yea, no kidding. At that time, I needed time to salvage my tears. It was really saddening that a friend could go just like that. And I didn't know he was having lung cancer. Well, my friend's death was quite some time though. I didn't know how but at that time, the thought just came into my mind. I was pretty sad and tears were welling up in my eyes. At that time my family was around so I did not shed any tears. I was thinking what if I did cry and answers would pop in my mind saying “you would cause a commotion, you sisi, don’t ever cry..” LOLS.. Wasn’t that dramatic though. Just imagine in real life.



Then I cheered myself up by watching Andy Dick fool himself. I know it was a bit weird but it DID work. At that time, I was thinking about how short life was. It made me think am I doing God’s work by reaching out to friends about God?? Do I want to see them go ‘down’? I was a bit angry over myself then. Thinking what a jerk I was not doing anything to help others. Do you Christians feel the same?? Is this a reminder from God to tell me to reach out to others?? But why take a friend’s life? I was really emotional that night. I was so sad till I forgot about the shoes I bought earlier. LOLS.. Thoughts just rushed into my mind stating that I should do something. SOMETHING!!



But what am I to do? I’m just a 16 year old teenager not ready to do anything like that. But then I was reminded by God that I can do anything through Christ who strengthens me. At that time, I knew that God was with me. I felt like that Energizer Rabbit in the advertisement. It was like He gave me extra strength to do His work. Do you feel the same?? At times you feel like a useless jerk because you have not served your purpose as in bringing them to Christ?? I hope we all do. It’s time we wake up from our ‘looooong sleeeeeeep’ fellow youths. Let’s do what is right in God’s eyes and bring souls to Him.



So back to myself. I was there at the sofa just pondering all these thoughts about life and all while watching Martha and Andy entertain me. But as I got to my senses, she finished her talk with Andy and was now with the FDNY firemen. Then she explained about a calendar with those boys’ sexy pictures on it. Well, I was too disgusted so I changed the channel but then deep inside me felt that I want their body too. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!!!! Eew, disgusting, having goosebumps right now.

SHOES!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today was tiring. Went to get my shoes at mid valley. It was 10am when i woke up. Was dreaming bout the Converse shoe that i have always wanted for the last two months. LOLS. i dreamt that i was marrying it. Weird huh? I thought it was weird too but you know about dreams. Once you're dreaming about it, you can't stop it or change its story. So there I was in the chapel with my 'bride' and the father would then explain marriage and finally came to an 'I do' question. That shoe was in a weird gown. Realy hard to explain though. It was really weird. then I said I do and the shoe would then nod in agreement. Then I KISSED it. I KISSED a freaking shoe. In the dream I was really happy, really bahagia. ( in an easier term of explaining it) Then I remembered I was carrying it to the 'just married' car when I woke up suddenly out of fear. It really made me shook. LOLS. (But it hasn't made me dislike you my darling Converse shoe.) So I woke up, sweating despite sleeping in an air conditioned room and went to the bathroom and refreshed myself although still traumatized by that horrific dream. Then started my day as usual, read the bible, pray, then fiddle with the tv remote a bit and tapping on the numberpads of my phone and bla bla.. You know. Its not like I will tell you everything like I went to toilet and stuff. LOLS..



Then about 3 o'clock, my family and I went out to mid valley to 'window shop' (If you know wat it is. -.- Like duh!!) Then the 'thing' I wanted so long in my life popped right in my mind. Oh, my darling, finally we can be together.. I thought in my mind. Super excited, I took out my wallet to check for some greens and to my dissapointment, it was all blue. a pathetic 6 ringgit. Argh!!! I realized I was short of 143.90 ringgit to buy my darling. Oh no!! But wait, I could just grab a bit of money from my father's wallet. He wouldn't notice a difference. All these naughty thoughts flooded my mind. Well, of course I didn't do it. Not that despearate. LOLS.. Then we circled mid valley for a long time as I pleaded my dad for my darling shoes. My dad would say "No Joshua, how many times do you want to hear me say? NOOOOO!!!!!" Then I would put a long face to attract my father's attention. "Joshua, that's not gonna help you. Seriously.." After a long time of persistence, my dad finally gave in. "You don't ask me, go ask mommy.." My mom then gave in too. Whoa!! I was on top of the world. I was so happy until SUDDENLY!! Suddenly my dad said "Joshua, look at this shoe right here.. It is twenty dollars cheaper.. Some more it looks similar with that shoe of yours and its ADMIRAL!! Eh, England brand you know, no play play.." Oh no!!! My heart broke into pieces. It was like loosing a girlfriend. "Oh but Ah di, it IS different!!! Look at the name.. CONVERSE and ADMIRAL.. Where got same?!" Without hesitation my dad said "Nah, here is the money, take it or leave it. We'll get the Converse shoes next time okay?" Then as I had no choice, I took the money unwillingly and bought it. Then after buying it, I told my father "I haven't forgotten what you said. I don't care, I will still go to Converse after some time. LOLS.. So kiasu right?



After all the commotion, my dad decided that we go back home after a long day at mid valley. My father then said with a glee "Joshua, say bye to your darling.. We're going home now.." I'm sure he was really glad that he bought that for me. Obviously. We went home and still, I could see that evil grin on my father's face.. But still, I'm glad that I got my shoes already after such a long time of living without a 'real' shoe. THANKS DADDY and my darling Converse.. Wait for me yea.. I'll get you..