He is GOOD!!

I guess SOMETIMES questions come out in OUR head asking "Where are You, God?" or "Why can't You answer me?" or even "I can't hear You, God". Well, that 'sometimes' just arrived a few weeks before in my head. I was asking God so many questions. Questioning Him about life. Questioning Him whether He is real even though I know He is. Its just that I had to ask Him these questions. Well, the reason of me taking leave from being a worship coordinator is because I forgot the reason of me serving Him. Most importantly, who am I doing this for? Whilst asking these questions, I slowly realized that I was far away from Him. So far that I can't describe.



Well, 2 weeks ago, I was in YC. That particular day, they were filming something about the solar system. That really got me into thinking. You see, the movie was about how big the universe was. Imagine the speed of light is 186 000 miles per second. What about a light year? 186,000 mi/sec x 60 sec/min x 60 min/hr x 24 hr/day x 365 days/yr=? Got the answer? 5865696000000 miles. Crazy? That's not even the size of the universe for your information. The size of the universe is still not found by scientists yet. So far the observable universe is now thought to be a sphere with a radius of 13.7 BILLION LIGHT YEARS. Volume = 4/3 times 3.14 times r cubed = 4.19times 2571 times 10^27 = 10,774 times 10^27 = about 10^31 cubic lightyears.

*(Using 10^79 for the total number of atoms gives 10^ 48 atoms percubic light year. There are about 10 trillion kilometers in one lightyear = 10^13. A cubic light year is 10^39 cubic kilometers; so thereare 10^9 (one billion) atoms per cubic kilometer on the average. Ifthat is correct there are lots more cubic kilometers with only a fewhundred atoms to make up for the very few cubic kilometers withbillions of billions of atoms such as the cubic kilometer just belowour feet. The billion billion = 10^18 is a wild guess.)



In short (guess you guys won't read it.), the universe is GIAMUNGOUS(Super huge!!!!)!! And the Milky Way which is our solar system FYI is just a speck in the universe and the universe is like the size of His palm. Then I thought about myself, being SO SMALL, does God really care for me? I realized I am not so important after all, I mean this is God's creation, the whole universe, then am I improtant?



Then slowly, I got the answer. I may not know why I am so important to Him even though I was told that its because I am His creation (Don't quite buy it.), but I got proof of being important. Guess what proof I got? God sent His Son to die for us all. Does that catch you there? Well, imagine this scenario. You have a son or a daughter and you sacrifice him/her for your lets say plasticine doll? How about for your relatives? You wouldn't sacrifice your child for even your relatives right?? Crazy huh?? But God even knows us by name. C'mon, is my God that caring you may wonder but trust me, he's the best. He's somebody that can be trusted amd somebody that hears your complain and many more. Well, guess I'm going back on track with Him but I'm still moving towards Him. I hope you guys can pray for me. Thanks Jovan and Joey for words of encouragement. Really appreciate it. =)

Hmm.. =(

Today sucked for me. Freakishly frustrated. Confused whether to do this or do that. I'm so frustrated. Furthermore, I got no where to turn to. Is there actually any happiness in this world? Argh!! I really can't think nicely. Today reached home and heard songs that are touching to the heart until now and blogging for the sake of blogging. Here are some of the songs I heard.

1. When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers
2. Sihpwreck - Starfield
3. Kiss the Rain - Starfield
4. I'm not gonna tell you the others.. You go find your own touching songs.. It's hard to find okay?

Happy Birthday MENTOR!!!!

27th of February seems to be a special day for someone. Hmm, you must be wondering who on earth that person is. It's Matthew's birthday everybody!!!(FYI, he's my mentor.. hehes..) Well, I know we've been through 'hard' times together like picking presents with me together with Bangla Mojojojo, advising me in all ways, being with me even though you are busy with your studies and exams. Well, all I can say is THANK YOU MENTOR!!!! Don't cry when you read this okays? LOLS.. (And don't laugh too..) For your information, he's the best mentor that any mentee can get. You'll understand once he is your mentor. But sadly, this joy will be shortlived as he will continue his studies over at Australia next year. *COL*(cry out loud..) I'm gonna miss him. *sobs*



So I'm gonna make full use of the little time I still have. You must choose more presents for me, chauffer me, advise me, or sometimes if I don't listen 'scold' me (Not literally la, scold in a sense that you are showing love, don't scold so harshly, scold in a Miss Daisy way, so I won't feel affected. Hehes.. Very glad that you haven't scold me yet even though I have been so mischevious.. Arigatou Guzaimasu..) Lastly, I would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY MENTOR once again as I finish this post with one picture of you, mentor. (No hard feelings yea?)

Happy birthday to you!!!!

Mc Donalds ROCK!!

What's with you people nowadays!! Ungrateful people. Why do you people appreciate KFC than Mc D? What on earth? Well, I am not sad though. Because I know that there are people that still loves Mc D. As stated in Mc D's website. They serve 52 million people everyday. Muahahahas!! Now do you still love KFC? Don't believe me? Go to this link. http://www.mcdonalds.com/corp/about.html Tee hee.. Hmm.. Talking about Mc Donalds make me hungry. *waiting* Ah, finished taking a look at the evidence at the website? Now do you believe me? Hehes.

Tell you KFC fans a secret. please go to this website. You'll be shocked! http://www.geo-pie.cornell.edu/media/kfc.html If it freaks me out, I guess it will freak you out as well. Go see!! Hmm, I now think twice on whether I should eat their chicken or not. Hahas. Well, can't be said to Mc Donalds. Because they're clean (Unlike that 'criminal' - KFC).

So you guys changing your course back to Mc Donalds? Imagine Mc Donalds + Manchester United. Wow, that is life. Ooh, a new equation. Mc D + Manchester United = LiFE!!!!!

Look!! Even Colonel is frowning!! Muahahahas!!

Manchester Utd WINS Arsenal with a whopping 4 - NIL(ZERO)!!!!

You guys know what? I don't even know how to start this topic. Its usual for me to see this result. Manchester United wins Arsenal 4 - 0. Doesn't surprise me at all. This is the expectation I have for Manchester United. C'mon, who doesn't know Manchester Utd is this good? It's just that they don't always put on their best performances. Today I was going through the official websites of Arsenal and Manchester Utd and guess what? Even the reporter, Richard Clarke from Arsenal reported the game while cheering on Manchester United indirectly. LOLS.. I was stunned myself. He didn't really cheer them on by saying "You're the best Manchester!!" (Cause obviously this is Arsenal's own website) but then he complimented the players of Manchester Utd. Its odd because if Manchester Utd and Arsenal are rivals, nobody would compliment anybody, not even the reporter of their own club. So this means even the people over at Arsenal fear Manchester Utd. MUAHAHAHAHAS!!!



The game started off with (as usual) Manchester Utd controlling the game. Tee hee. Rooney scored the first goal within the 16th minute and then came the second goal from Fletcher four minutes after. Then Manchester continued controlling the game with a few misses and Arsenal with their chances (which failed obviously). Seven minutes from the break, Carrick collected the ball in midfield and sent a pinpoint pass over the top to Nani. The winger kept his cool, controlling the ball well and setting himself in one movement, before firing a low left-foot drive past Lehmann. ( Three goals people) On the 64th minute, Arsenal had a good chance but then foiled by a lousy effort from Eduardo which he headed the ball over the bar and didn't even break Edwin's cool. Then to the 74th minute, Fletcher grabbed the fourth and last goal. The game drew to a close with the result Manchester Utd 4 - 0 Arsenal.



See people, quality players from Manchester Utd can't be denied and sadly that can't be said for Arsenal. Muahahahahas!! So Arsenal supporters, go cry your heart out, its still not gonna help. Its not gonna make them better. Tee hee.. Well, lastly, You ROCK!!! Manchester Utd!!

Merentas Desa - ing + Photo - ing

Scene 1 - Merentas Desa - ing (Marathon - ing)

"*gasp* I cant breathe.." A student was running past me while mouthing out those words lik a lady in labour. LOL.. Or was it a person having a heart attack? Oh wells, it can be either or neither. At least you understand the atmosphere at that moment. I was laughing all the way with my friends because we did not run at all. We were taking it easy. Walking as if the world stopped. You can imagine how slow we 'ran'. It was like why on earth do these people run in the first place? Ifyou cant get the top ten then is there anymore reason for running? It was dumb, I was pitying(If there's such word) the people running past me and part of my friends/'heng dai-s'(bernard, chean foo, khai liang, kenny, shu yin, yik yau-alphabetical form-) while we were having fun walking and singing some lame songs, playing in the playground and some were in the mood to even play cards. LOLS.. It was crazy. We were having so much fun till we didn't realize that we were near the school already. It felt like time passed very fast, no, too fast. Then as soon as we realized, we were back already. Sorrys for no pics.

Scene 2 - In school

We entered the school and sang another lame song. LOLS.. (love my heng dai-s) After that, we sat down feeling 'exhausted' after the 'run'. Then I separated with my heng dai-s and went to my other group of lovely friends too. They were photo - ing like crazy. Pulled me along as soon as they could get their hands on me. Then I was in a photo - ing spree as well. Here are some pictures.. Enjoy..

In the class: We were posing behind Shao Jiann(the one in red)

I kissed Kah Yin!! Wow!

I kissed him again..

And again..

Part of the group.. Unready for the shoot.. As you can see,

not all are looking at the camera.. Kee Yean, look at the camera..

Could you see the drawing on the board? The brainchilds? Kah Yin (in the pic),

Amirul and Jit Chern..

That's all people. Happy belated CNY. LOLS..

Chinese New Year (part 1)

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!!! My first day of Chinese New Year was a blast. I mean not only because of meeting my relatives but also to earn an extra bundle of cash. That was on the first day of chinese new year. Mom as usual, woke me up from my sleep(As my alarm clock will never work for me)"Joshua, if you're not gonna wake up by 10.30, we're gonna leave you behind!!" My mom said it furiously after waking me up without success. Instantly, I woke up and prepared myself in a flash as I did not want to lose this opportunity to earn money so easily. Then at approximately 11.30, we started our journey to kepong(My aunt's house at my father's side).



We arrived in front of her house and found out that my uncle has bought a new Lexus(Rich people nowadays). Went in the house and greeted my relatives "Gong Yi Wa Xai!!!"(Hainanese way of greeting. FYI, I'm a Hainanese.) Then, as expected, I'd be led to the dining area to eat. "Joshua, you must eat a lot, you growing thinner and thinner. Nah, take this, take that.. etc." As usual, my relatives would say that to me. *sigh* I don't really know how to describe how much of food I've eaten. Urm, THIRTY QUARTER POUNDERS to describe it in easier terms. (Mc Donalds' Burger? Any idea?) After being congratulated of eating so much, I was given ANG PAUs!!!!!! I was so happy at that time as my hands were full of ANG PAUs (and still pilling). Then after the ANG PAUs, each realative would then give me extra money because of my PMR result. If I were to plus them altogether, it could easily reach rm5ooo. This was because each and everyone of them would give me rm100 per A. All of a sudden, I felt like Bill Gates.



Then reality stepped in. My mom would then say "Joshua, give all the money to me now. I'll help you keep it safely." (yea right, obviously the money would then go in the bank and etc. you know. *sigh*) So there I was in my cousin's room there sulking while they were trying the new computer games my cousin had in his computer. "Joshua, don't worry, the money is still yours la." My cousins were trying their best to comfort me. Even though I knew the money was for me but still, its not like I can use it right now. But then I didn't want them to feel sad for me as well so I put on a smile and said its alright then join them in their game.



Sorrys yea, kinda tired right now.. don feel like blogging now.. so this story is TO BE CONTINUED.. Sorry people..