of worrying about the future.

I find pool most fun when I'm depressed. I guess its because I get my head out of thinking. But still, I suck at pool. Loving the game though. I look at my friends now and admire those who really went on to pursue their dreams. Not that I can't, I just wouldn't dare to. What if the whole 3 to 6 years spent on getting your degree end up in pieces just cause you couldn't get the job you wanted for your degree? Like loads of people, they study one thing, they end up in another. I sometimes look at my friends and end up jealous. But at least, they are taking a huge and brave step into their future. A so called glory in the making?

I aspire to be a car designer or car physicist. It does sound a bit cliche, but looking from another retrospective, it isn't all that good. I would have to be overseas, I'd have to fight my way through the tough competition, I might be with meager pay? It goes on and on. But, its my dream job. My parents didn't agree saying I may not succeed. Thinking rationally, it is a bit impossible to achieve. Sigh, I'm on a crossroad. A big one. My future.

I remember those words I first saw. 'If you love your work, you'll never work a day in your life.' Sounds so true but somehow, not many follow this principle. I might be one of the many though. Sigh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!