I am sad for reasons that are inexplainable. I miss camp. Somehow, I feel something is lost.
I still remember when it was time for me to leave KL, I was sad. Now that I'm back, I'm sad also. What on earth is happening to me? Friends over here seem so far away from me. Instead, I get calls often from my friends at NS. I need my life back. I feel friend-less.
No one is close to me except for my family, 2 of the 3 boys, and my NS friends. Why is it like this?
But I guess I've matured. Yes, I did.
