Why am i indulging myself in mood swings? Sighs.. Why the heck am I feeling this way? I've learnt the hard way on how to not be taken advantage of. That is not to offer yourself for help. Its always cause this world isn't fair, isn't true, is full of lies, cares about themselves and none for others. When you offer yourself to help. The world destroys you. It steals everything you've got and isn't even satisfied and when the help you gave doesn't help much, they blame you for the problem. I hate what is happening now. The ever changing world. Am I being too naive to offer help?

Have you ever approached a lame person who takes out his bowl of coins and buys food to eat and offer him your portion of food? I guess not. Its just cause you're just too full of yourself, also because you enjoy your food too much till you didn't even notice him. I'm sick of this. When I offer my portion, people look at me. When I don't help, I reckon no one else will give a helping hand either.

Even friends. The people you treasure. They'd take your help and when you're of no use, they'll chug you at the side and bewilder you. What's this world become?

Thinking of helping Haiti? How about the people around you? How about the orphans that linger around the streets? How about a poor family with a down syndromed child? Why look any further when even your own country needs you? I'm not discouraging you to not help Haiti but how about Malaysia? What is this world going to be? If we continue being jerks who are only full of ourselves, I don't think this world would become any better, and greener, any kinder, anymore prosperous. This world is built for self destruction. Sighs. Sometimes not pondering about the world would be so much better.

I'm not even sure about this post. I just feel down and lonely.

-Ghost of York-