2nd Day in School

School sucked two days in a row. I really wished school ever existed. I mean, who doesn't wish over that? I got one of the worst places to sit in class. Sweating has become a norm nowadays when school starts. Sighs. I'm pretty much pissed over school, over my life over there. I just can't fit in anymore. I don't know why but why is it that life is like changing. Rumours over all those break ups, gangsters and stuff. Sighs, I guess I just can't live like this anymore huh?? This year is the final year and I'm fussing over a little matter. I can't sit with the people I want anymore. Not sure when I'm gonna go abroad. Why am I feeling emo-ish since the start of school? WTH?? i don't even know what the heck I'm actually typing now. I'm just writting a piece of my mind and I know no one sees it and its good GOOD!! I'm really a downer right now..

Year 2009

Well, for a start, I shall greet you all with a Happy New Year or am I too late?? Oh wells, 2008 was supposed to be a prosperous year because as those feng shui masters say that the number eight represents prosperity. Hmmmm, how about year 2009?? Being in a government school for four years and starting my fifth year now, I've learnt what 9 meant in chinese.(you won't find the meaning in the chinese dictionary, it is through people who usually speaks rough chinese.) I won't go any further in that number. I wonder what those feng shui masters have got to say this time?? Bad year?? LOLs!! Anyways, as usual, the startin of the year with friends wishing happy new year getting ang paus (red packets) at late January, being told by my aunts how I've grown. "Ah boy, still so skinny ar you? Must eat more!! Nah, I give you MY chicken." If one relative were to do that, I guess I wouldn't mind but having twenty of them. I guess I won't go hungry for a year. Man, I'm talking about something that is gonna happen later. Okays, I will go into that when Chinese New Year has passed. xD 2009 is gonna be my last year in school and its gonna start in two days time. It sucks and it rocks. I can get out of my boring holidays and go into another roller coaster ride with my beloved teachers once again not to mention meeting the canes my disciplinary teachers are holding too. I'm not a bad boy alright. I'm just a little mischevious. That's all. I am bored here, that's why I'm blogging. LOLs!! Btw, my new year resolutions.. For those of you who asked me, hmmmm, I've got none again for this year cause new eyar resolutions are bound to be broken so I'd rather not make any resolutions if I know I'm gonna break it.

Holidays Coming to an End

Looks like for all of us students of secondary and elemantary school have two more weeks of holidays in our calendar. Well, for me, I think the holidays a little long for me. I'm pretty much bored. Bored of living life the way it is. Eat, sleep play, shit, pee, back to eat, sleep, play, shit, pee. Basically, this routine goes on and on. At times I do go out, I mean who doesn't?? LOLs!! But still the hols have been somewhat a bore for me cause of things that I planned I didn't get to do. Like bungee jumping, sky diving, living large like the folks at 90210!! HAHAHA!! Just kidding, but still, I didn't have many things go my way this hols as usual. Never worked in my life. Planned to work during the hols but my parents never gave me the green light. Well, being a good son, I obeyed. How I wish I went out more than to stay at home and eat, sleep, play, shit, pee. I REALLY WANNA GO OUT MORE OFTEN!! I have been told by someone that the people we treasure most (other than family, our religion(GOD), the ones we love) are our classmates. Next year is my last year in secondary school and that SUCKS!! I guess I'm gonna miss all of them cause I might not even see most of them in the future, right kah yin?? That's what you said to me as well.. I do have someone I treasure very much in school too and I hope I don't lose............ You see, that's why I wanna go out so much. Its because I might not meet them ever again. Sighs!! All those stupid things I had ever done, I guess I really cherish it. Not forgetting the times where I went out with my all of my friends including my treasured ones, I really had a great time. Never had 1 sec of my time been wasted going out with you. It was all worth it. Man, I'm saying as ifI'm about to die. LOLs!!

Dull-ness in Life

How can I say this but life is boring. Couldn't you agree more and I guess it is worse when someone betrays your trust. I am so weak. Not able to recover but running back to... What the heck am I doing? Why can't I just move on in life and forget everything and start over. Sighs. I guess I really am useless.

Well, this blog is dead. So dead. I wanna go out right now!! Joey, when are we going out?? Darn it!! I'm at the last stages of boredom. I can't work, can't do anything but stay online all day long. Isn't my life dead right now?? JOEY!! Why are you at that freaking camp?? LOLs.. Don't kill me when you see this post. Can't wait to see you when?? You better decide when to go. Cause I'm so bored right now!! What the heck am I writting?? I myself don't understand. Do you?? Serena too. Can't wait to see you at December 18. Mid Valley yea?? Hope you have a good flight to Malaysia, the country with no benefits. Jonathan, when is the time we are going out?? I'm desperate to go out right now!!

What The??

I've been disconnected from this blog for quite sometime. Anyways, nothing much happened in my life, I guess a lot hass happened around me but not in me, I can assure that. Oral test is tomorrow and I am still unprepared. Guess what I'm about to talk about? CHOCOLATES!!! I know its a little sissy talking about this but still, I gained quite a bit of knowledge from it. Do you know that chocolated exist in a form of liquid during the past? it was rather drank than eaten. =) Nice huh?? And I remember something about 'xocoatl'. Its a spicy drink which is flavoured with vanilla, chile pepper and annatto or whatever that is. It is said to be of great taste and is good for health. Should try it one day if I ever get the chance. O yea, it is bitter by the way. LOLs!!! I guess I will be like this dude over here if I ever tried it.

=)

Nice?? Even though it may suck in terms of taste, I really wanna know how does it taste like. Enough about chocolates, I am starting to worry about my finals. Its coming in two weeks time and I still have time to blog about it here. I'm not prepared at all. Sighs!! Argh!!! Somebody help me!! I need everybody's help to finish my finals with good good grades.

One of a Kind Teacher

I really hope this post will be read by many and let the words exclaim how 'good' this teacher is. FYI, this teacher is called Pn. Tan. Know who is she?? Well, anyways, I wrote to tell everybody what happened today.

Me: *minding my own business*
Teacher: You three boys don't deserve to be in this class la. *points at me and two other boys*
Teacher: And Joshua, I said I wanna see your hair, why until now also haven't cut?? So long. Pn. Pengetua also told you that already, I heard it and I wanted to tell her how you were performing in class. (what the?? What she said to me means that she likes gossiping huh?? I thought teachers are supposed not to talk bad about students.)
Me: But she said she wants to see it next week. Teacher, why do you have to always aim for me one?? What did I do that was wrong?? I never disturb you also.
Teacher: *hands me the scissors* You go cut your hair now. I give you options. A) I cut B) you cut C) Kah Yin cut D) Zi Yang cut E) Michelle cut. Which one you wanna choose??
Me: *takes the scissors* I'll cut it myself. *goes to the toilet*

In the toilet...
Me: *comes out of the toilet*
Teacher: *appears downstairs*
Me: Teacher, cut already but my hair not long also. Why do you always do this to me only?? DO you dislike me??
Teacher: No, I don't. It's the rules.
Me: But that time assembly I was caught because I sat on the wrong class line only. It is such a minor wrong conduct.
Teacher: Little things is still wrong. I am going to give you surat amaran.
Me: *frustrated and storms off without saying anything*

See?? Such a little thing but she makes it into a big thing. Only to me and to some of my selected friends. There was once I helped a friend of mine because he was innocent and since that time, she started disliking me. This was because she disliked that friend of mine. What the?? And you're calling yourself a christian. What a disgrace. You can dislike the person and then throw your tantrums on me?? That friend of mine is my friend since a long time ago, even though he's changed, I can't just desert him just like that right?? But you just continue disliking him and then treat me unfairly. God taught us to not judge a book by its cover but you do. You don't even know me and you think I'm a bad student by mixing with them. What have I done to the school that was really wrong?? I don't think I have ever done things that hurt teachers OR YOU or broke the rules that were very important. You are just a one sided teacher who helps the other students you love. They do things that was so wrong and you still help them. Are you being fair?? Well, i don't want to judge you. Why not let God Himself judge you. What you sow, you will reap. Remember this well, my 'beloved' teacher.

'kawaii'????

Man, it's been sometime since I've last updated this blog. Well, I've lost the inspiration to write stuff on my blog nowadays but I hope it(the hype) will come back soon.

Anywaysssssss.... I'm blogging now to ask about the meaning of this word called 'kawaii'. For MY sake, don't use it!!!!! I don't even get what the freaking word means. It doesn't sound right when one uses it and it makes the person look like a retard using that word.

While going to wikipedia to search for the meaning of the word, I couldn't find it. The website stated that there are no pages about 'kawaii'. Instead, I found this word called 'monokuro boo' which I was stunned that such combination of letters like this is a word. -.- But well, I guess at least its a word compared to 'kawaii'. My friends explained to me what this word 'monokuro boo' meant and I'm not gonna go any deeper about it since I heard that human's that are classified as lala's love using this word or a brand of shirts, bags, etc. for their own usage. What the?? I'm going nuts. I guess the simplicity of english is really going overboard.

Back to the topic, this word 'kawaii' frustrates me. Especially in the friendster website, with those girls acting cute and all that put comments saying kawaii and stuff. Argh!!! Not forgetting those 'pretty boys' who use that word too. YUCK!!! Don't ever think of using that word or you're really finding trouble from me. Man, I can't stand that word.

Btw, can anyone explain to me what 'kawaii' really means??